My endless love,
This morning I saw a new photo of yourself that you put on facebook… And my heart was flooded again of how deep my love is for you.
Although to a couple of my friends, I have actually out loud verbalized that I don’t think we are going to get together, and in my mind, I know that I honestly can’t see it happen anymore. I would love to be wrong… If there was ever a time in my life that I hope I am wrong, it is now… in this season. I really hope I am wrong… because this I know:
It is not wrong to love you and it is not wrong to deeply care about you. I know that it is not wrong to bring you daily before the throne of grace, interceding for mostly, your inner self… I know it is not wrong to pray that God will heal your heart , meet with you in a powerful way, restore your identity in him and flood you with the dreams that he has for your life. I know that this is not wrong.
I know that it is not wrong to wish for you freedom in your innermost being. I know that it is not wrong to dream for you a road of breakthrough and victory and success. I know it is not wrong…
And, I know, deep in my heart, that I was not wrong when you said you love me and I felt you sincerely meant it. I really believe I was not wrong when you would look at me in a way that I can not even put into words… I know I was not wrong. I know I was not wrong when you said that only Father will be able to do this. I know I was not wrong…
I know that I am not wrong when I fully saw God’s involvement in this from the start. I know I could not possibly interpret things inaccurately, just because of the amount of guidance and confirmation I received. I know I was not wrong.
And I know that I am not wrong now, when I tell you that I still love you after all this time. I know that I am not wrong if I say that you are still the one my heart is longing for. I know that I am not wrong when I say that there is no getting over you. I know that I am not wrong if I say that I will love you for the rest of my life. I know I am not wrong.
But I really hope that I am wrong when I have these thoughts that it is over. And I really hope that I am wrong, when I think that maybe you do not care anymore. I really hope I am wrong.
So I pray for you.
I pray that the perfect heart of God, with all the fullness of His love, all the overflow of destiny, purpose and blessing will flood your being, overwhelm your soul, and liberate your heart and mind.
I pray that the Prince of peace will fully rule in your mind, soul and body.
I pray that every beautiful detail, all specifics and every thought God has about you will truly become your reality. I pray that you will walk in the good, pleasing and perfect will of God and that your being will align with what God spoke, when He created you.
I pray that the lovely companionship of the Holy Spirit will be with you, that His fragrance will rest upon you, His power will move through you and His truth will keep on setting you free.
I pray that the flawless price of the cross will have its full effect in your life, in your family’s lives and in your people.
I pray that the adoration God has for you, the faith He has in you and the fierce love He uniquely shares towards you will captivate you and become the foundation from where you function in this world.
And if my life can have any form of impact on you, it would be this:
That my prayers will cause heaven to come down on you, that my prayers will cause a myriad of angels to serve you, protect you and fight for you, that the inner turmoil of your soul will be soothed and quieted by the prayers of love, healing and freedom that I request from God concerning for you.
Of course I would love to touch you, but my prayers are touching a part of you that is eternal, and that is incredible!
Of course I would love to hold you, but my prayers are covering you and blocking off the arrows of the enemy, and this is powerful!
Of course I would love to comfort you, but my prayers are sending the Comforter to you, and He can do a far more and deeper soothing, than I can ever dream of, and this is a privilege!
Of course I would love to have endless, deep conversations with you, but my endless conversations with God about you is having a far more significant effect on you, than my company for you could ever produce. And that is love!
I love you with soaring freedom and endless vastness.