I wrote this on the 20th of April 2016:
I love you now in the pain and seperation,
and if you never choose me,
I will still love you forever.
I love you now in memories of moments,
and if we never get together,
I will still love you there, for eternity.
I love you on my knees interceding,
begging God to make a way,
But if it never comes I will stay there, on my knees and love you.
I love you in my deepest silence.
I love you in my loudest noise.
I love you when there are thousands around me.
I love you when it is me alone.
I love you beyond understanding.
I love you beyond my hurt.
I love you higher than how you cause heartache.
I love you beyond the circumstances.
Pain increase – my love is constant.
Hope decrease – my love is constant.
Faith arise – my love is constant.
Memories fade – my love is constant.
God is the God of the impossible, therefore I still love you…
(Daddy… I still love him)