The journey to discover God’s definition of love.

I met a man about two years ago in the most unusual and difficult circumstances and though we both felt deep love for one another, declared our love for one another, and even said to one another that only Father can get us together, we are still on a journey of discovering God’s heart…

Because of the quality of this man’s character, and because of his deep love for me, he said that he will not ruin my life by him being in my life… I can’t elaborate, but believe me his giants are massive, and his reasons to say this are not exaggerated.

So he said that he will love me for the rest of his life… and I have declared the same…

In this two years, I have been crying, praying, seeking God, gotten extremely angry, questioned God, gave up, got up again, desired to rather die, got so extremely excited about the plan of God and seeing His hand, saw incredible moments of God’s compassion, guidance and goodness… but most of all, I have learnt so much about the heart of the Father… and the quality of His love.

Now I am walking this journey to discover what God’s real defenition of love is… what is unconditional love really? And is it really possible for humans to love one another with God-quality love?

So I have diaries full of struggles, heartache, beautiful revelations, poems and prayers for this man… I just felt that I need to share what God is doing in me and what He has shown me concerning love…and maybe we can start to fill this world with quality from heaven…

I am seeking this with all of my heart…

Maybe I will never be together with this man, but I strive to grow in loving like God… and if that is all I get from this journey it will be more than enough…


3 thoughts on “The journey to discover God’s definition of love.

  1. Your words are aways filled with a genuine love, which is learned and nourished our God, Here is a poem I wrote for my daughter, it says a lot. I wrote for her to know to trust God, and pray to him for all things one wishes to embrace their lives. We do this through faith and the assurance of his promise, the he will answer our prayers! Love what you share! God bless!

    A Prayer For A Genuine Seeking Heart

    May your dreams become a lovely reality
    May you find that special one you need
    One who will put you far ahead of them
    While daily striving to satisfy your needs

    May they be one whose heart is truly selfless
    One who will always seek to be genuinely true
    May they greet your precious smile each day,
    With a priceless gift of love born for only you

    May your hearts seek to become one together
    Never ever wanting a single day to be apart
    May God bless your life with a priceless gem
    A reward for your faithful pleasing heart

    For God will hear your fervent prayers nightly
    While embracing their true pureness alive within
    Wanting to answer them very perfectly for you
    With someone spiritually special chosen by Him.
    Wendell A. Brown


    • I am so moved and humbled by your comments and sharing such a beautiful, personal poem with me. It is absolutely precious…
      ‘God will hear your fervent prayers nightly, while embracing their true pureness alive within’… this is the line that was healing balm to my heart.
      Thank you… please feel free to
      always comment and even give some input and wisdom, as I can see that I can learn a lot from you.
      God bless!


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